the lovely bones
For starters. I dont go by my real name on xanga. I go by whatever my user id is. Ive had a few of these before but i would just get irritated and delete them. This one is to stay. Ive been ana/mia for...
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Im currently 147 and 5'9". I have thunder thighs and love handles. I hate my body. In the past 3 months ive gone from a c cup to a d cup. todayy..b-nothingl-a yogurtd-chicken noodle soup. i think...
View Articleholy shit.
*EDDDIIITTTT*Major problem. THis guy im talking to is in a Fraternity. Well they have some cocktail thing next week and guess who he wants to be his date....yeah ME. soo not only do i have to impress...
View ArticleTuesday, November 27, 2007
Thinspo So i ate a small bowl of steamed veggies at my aunt and uncles house. I weighed. 145. thats 2 lbs gone. and my bmi is 21.4 so at least im loosing. im going to excercise. will edit later....
View ArticleWednesday, November 28, 2007
WELLLLL the late night cravings have started. So i straightned my room, rearranged stuff, and i tried on a bunch of outfits to show myself that theyll look better on once im skinnier. This cocktail...
View ArticleWednesday, November 28, 2007
So im doing my fast today. And so far all ive had is water, gum, and ciggarettes. So i think im doing pretty good. The hardest part is getting through dinner. I got my dress and a cute clutch earrings...
View ArticleFriday, November 30, 2007
late post .i worked from 10 to 4 then to my aunts and then to greenville for a show. which was pretty good. intake today...b-nothingl-nothingd-bowl of stirfried veggies i think i did alright.
View Articlefalling
im falling. falling into a downward sprial out of my mind. coasting away into oblivion. my life is falling apart and i cant seem to do anything about it. all i want is to be happy. to be content with...
View ArticleSaturday, December 01, 2007
came up with a new diet plan. crunches-5ptspushups-5ptsevery mile ran-5ptsevery liter of water drank-3pts0-100cals-8pts101-200-6pts201-300-4pts301-400-2pts401-500-0ptsgreen tea- 2ptsdiet pills 3 pts...
View ArticleMonday, December 03, 2007
so last night i went to this rugby party to pick up steven and he was insanely drunk. him and a couple of his friends piled in my car and i was going to take them home. well i was really hungry and...
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